Title:  I hate this wait.

Author:   supineplath
Category:   Personal
Keywords:  wanting, selfish

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I'm so tired of wanting.
I'm so tired of sounding selfish.
but if I just had it, it wouldn't be selfish.
I'd appreciate it for all its worth.
I'm just so tired of seeing it,
and it not being mine.
I'd love it and love it with my entire heart.
but no matter what I can't have it.
Because I want it and it doesn't want me.
and when it wants me, I don't.
It's a never ending downward spiral,
If I could just hit the bottom maybe I'd be fine.
but forever falling is just too hard.
harder than the fall I'd endure.

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